Swing, Mood.

type. delete. type. delete.

this is what ive been doing for the past 15 minutes.

my mind is in a mess.

sometimes its not too good to experience too many feelings at one go because it makes you feel like such a freak.

and i cant explain why sometimes i would feel sad, all of a sudden. and then all the unhappy things that have happened, that ive tried to cast aside, will all at once be reminded of.

i know people and things dont always go according to our expectations. thats how disappointment comes about. we learn that all our lives. though i always try hard not to expect, but deep down i would still hope, because whats a life w/o hope?

nvrtheless i know they'd all lead to nothing.

filter..filter..

sometimes i find my mind too good at filtering that i would experience happiness all at one go and thn the next minute, comes all the unhappiness.